Love that is. Fads seem to migrate for Hollywood to suburbs around the country in a matter of weeks. While I am trying to fuck as many girls as possible (cute ones) everyone else is ready to get married and in "love". Words can't even begin to explain the nausea I feel over that word. Everyone is in "love" and all giggly, similar to a 7th grade girl dancing with a cute boy at a dance in the school lunchroom. After testing out 28 different vagina's in my life I'm yet to find the perfect one. A goal of mine is to sleep with 12 more women before my 24th birthday, bringing my total to 40. I also find it humorous when people don't know how many people they have slept with. I guess if you are in the 100's it could become tricky. Now let me role play and be Dr. Phil.
Why do all these people in love end up unhappy and possibly separated? The answer is quite simple: Everyone gets tired of a particular person in their life, it's natural. Everyone has learned their own ways of doing things and behaving. The second reason is also quite simple: People are attracted to other people. If any guys or gals reading this that are in "love" can say they have never checked a guy/girl out while being in "love"they are simply fibbing. After a long period of feeling the frustration of not being able to act on your natural impulse with that particular person stress builds and ultimately the relationship will struggle. I'm nothing but happy for people that are happy. If being in love puts a smile on your face then I'm happy for you.
I don't want a girlfriend. The new term to describe my female companions is "lady friend". It's becoming quite catchy and I actually get a kick out of it myself. Remember about 6 months ago when getting engaged was the hip Hollywood thing? Paris Hilton was engaged to Paris Latsis or whatever, then engaged to Mary Kates ex boyfriend and Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes got engaged and Nikki Hilton got engaged and I believe married to that 40 year old guy. It trickles down to everyday people. The new Hollywood craze is getting knocked up, maybe in a few months everybody will be knocking up chicks. I guess I just don't understand the whole I'm in love thing. I have never been in love, said I was in love, or anything like that. Maybe I lack something in my mind to have such strong feelings for another person?
I started Acutane on Wednesday and also joined a gym (Fitness 19). I overdid it big time. I just rode the bike today for 35 minutes then bladed 5 miles in the sub. My main interest at the gym is to lift but when my arms hurt to wipe my ass and masturbating hurts my arms I can't lift. Monday I will probably start up lifting again. In 5 months I will be a new Davey J with a clear face and the start of getting ripped. It's hard to even picture myself with clear skin although I can't wait to find out. I hope my liver enzymes don't increase and I can just keep taking this shit and get it done with. I also hope my major breakout occurs before school starts. Poker has been going well and life is good.
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