Defending his ground

I'm contemplating ending my blog due to recent security threats. I'm in the process of changing my FTP player ID due to attempts to hack my account. Over 1,000 attempts to break my password failed. I personally receive satisfaction from writing in my blog. I post pictures that are important, funny, etc. I also use this blog as a form of a journal which will be entertaining to look back on in 25 years. 12,158 people read me calling out the world in my last update. I may have made a stupid decision outing people but I found it necessary at the time. I'm unsure if the security threat and my blog are correlated at all. I like people that I used to hang with watch me back up my words and dreams. I'm looking forward to a couple days off from poker while I change account information. I vow to dominate the games upon my return. I vow to crush the games, remain in emotional control, and to climb the ladder higher towards my ultimate goal. This I promise you. I have never broke a promise in my life. I don't promise anything I can't do and dominating a poker game is something I can, have, and will do continue to do. I promise to play my best and log more hours. This I vow to the world.

In my personal life I feel it's important to share an update. My relationship continues to be fantastic. We celebrated our 6 month anniversary on March 5th. I said this a few months ago and still believe it to be true, this is the girl I will spend the rest of my life with. Earlier today I was reading through some old posts I made on this blog about girls I was dating, fucking, etc. It's amazing how I never cared for any of them. I guess I treated them poorly. I have never been in love before, never told a girl I love her. I'm in uncharted waters right now and I'm enjoying the experience. Were planning on buying a house together soon but not too soon. I would say beginning of next year but who knows. She loves me for me which I have never felt before. She wants to spend every minute with me (in a good way) and vice versa. I've never been ashamed of myself but I'm a different person these days, in a maturing type of way.