2AM THOUGHTS

Court went well for me on Wednesday. My fantastic lawyer had one charge dropped and plead no contest for another which resulted in 1 year of advisement. My judge was a very old guy probably close to 80. My lawyer was really excited to have him and said he takes it very easy on people. I have not had a sip of alcohol since Superbowl Sunday. I plan to quit everything as i have stated before. Partying is interfering with my overall goal to become successful both personally and financially.

I dropped COM1010 (oral speech) due to an overloaded schedule. I signed up for a statistics class and COM3300 (written communication) for this summer. The only reason I'm updating this blog is because the site I do my Math on is down for the weekend. By dropping speech I will have much more time to focus on an already difficult school schedule.

I went to the Dermatologist today for a checkup. He said for more improvement I should consider using Accutane. I have often heard of all the negatives associated with this medicine. I would have to use it for 5 months where I stand a 50% chance of never having acne again. I have heard Accutane causes rage issues, depression, and sometimes suicide. I would never kill myself but it's quite clear I have anger problems at times. I think most of my anger is associated with drinking and since I don't drink shouldnt be much of an issue. I plan to go on Accutane and try it out. If it seems wrong for me I will go back to what I have been using.

Poker has had its ups and downs as of late. I'm currently winning back the 10 buyins I dropped last week and earlier this week. I should not have been playing as I was swamped with school and had court on my mind so I accept some blame. The others was due to sick bad beats and minor tilt. I would get my money in as a 4-1 favorite and lose 8 out of 10 times. I laugh when people say "teach me how to play". If I hate you as a person I will teach you how to play so I can increase your daily stress by 1000%. I make it seem bad but in reality I'm thankful and feel blessed to be able to excell in a game filled with 90%+ losing players. I no longer wake up early and go to a job I hate (unlike most people). I get to work in whatever I feel like wearing (usually pajama pants and a hooded sweatshirt). I get to work whenever I feel like it. If I don't feel like working I simply don't. I'm my own boss which I enjoy because I work good by myself. It's sometimes easy to get distracted and not want to work but then I think of the money I'm missing out on. I will be very curious to see if I can make $70,000 this year playing.

Yes, it's true I went on a date tonight (Friday). My calculus of econ. class is quite stacked with hot girls. I was wearing my suit from court on Wed. at school (no time to change) and I think it made some panties moist (sorry I'm just being honest). Anyways we received our tests back and Melonie says how did you do? I said 96%, you? Shes not the best at econ. and got a 72%. So anyways, were walking out of State Hall and shes like we should study sometime and I said something along the lines of we should go out sometime and then maybe I will study with you. She says it sounds so romantic (sarcastically). Anyways, we went out tonight and had a nice time and I for sure made studying econ. romantic. I'm sure everyone wants to know what happened, don't you? You wonder if I slept with her, I can tell what your thinking. You wonder if I gave her a flying camel or a Peral necklace? You might ask if a bucking bronco occured? Did she give up the butt? Did I fuck her in a car? a Dennys bathroom?, maybe on a golf course where I myself lost my virginity? Aside from making out nothing occured. I'm glad of this, you see when you fuck me the first night in some weird place I generally consider you a skank and thank you for the fuck, and say goodbye. Now I stongly dislike girls that protect their pussy like it's a bar of gold and don't putout. I'm not looking for the skanks, hoodrats, club rats, girls that fuck black guys, etc. It was a nice night out.