June sucked

I'm down a lot for June mostly from running horrible. I've also lost a fair share of bets.
I replenished my online accounts and will begin playing tomorrow July 1st. June sucked big time and was my first losing month in over a year. Not only was it a losing month but a big losing month.

Life is calming down some for a few weeks. I've been super busy with planning shit, going to different parties for different things, reserving things, all that shit. I leave for California on July 18th and come back the 30th of July. Sadly we need to plan the trip and shit we will do there yet.

The past 2 weeks I have ran horrible in every aspect of my life: I really forger the order but heres the negative shit, with really no positives happening at all.

1. Trolling motor problems on lake (resulted in getting in water and geese shit for 45 minutes and then nigger rigging something up to fix the problem with the BRAND NEW MOTOR).

2. My fucking keyboard started to fuck up again while typing this (honestly)

3. Worst sunburn ever resulting in 3 day fever.

4. 12 straight losing days of poker.

IDK everything was just shit this month.

Here's to a much more lucrative July.

The pictures might suck but a 2" piece just fucking snapped
Other pic is the new 4wheeler.

I guess running bad at poker and life means I run bad at fishing. We make the 30 minute drive to deep Anchor Bay when the trolling motor is bouncing like crazy, we lost a bar the prevents it from moving. We drive all the way back looking for it (very expensive), this is all on land btw, we decide to head back and just eat the loss when all of a sudden the fucking motor flat out falls off the back of the boat, luckily a safety strap is the only thing saving it from hitting the pavement. We load it in the boat and head back home. We decide to go fishing anyways with just the big motor (uses more gas than the trolling motor).

First muskie cast of the year results in the new crazy expensive cajun line snapping and I lose a $35 lure and have a birds nest of line wrapped up in my Shimano Calcuta reel (was $300 when I bought it). Baitcasting rods are a little difficult and take some getting used to so my dad starts ragging on me and the same thing happens to him and he loses a lure that is pretty much priceless as they don't make them anymore.

6 Hours of Musky trolling and no fish
-2 lures lost
- a motor bracket
-thankfully the $2,000 trolling motor is ok
-I look puerto rican I'm so tan from the sun today

I laugh when bass fisherman cry over losing a Rapala ($5-6) try losing $35 lures. BTW I've been pining over that lure and itching to cast it and the first cock sucking cast I lose it. I'm planning about a $500 order from muskieinnovations.com (these lures are plastic and generally only last for one to three fish anyways).

Running bad at poker and life. House will wait until January once tax season is over. Thankfully I will write a massive check to the government to help illegal immigrants, this fucking mess of a war, and that stupid nigger Kwame afford luxury SUV's.

I wouldn't want to write a $1 check much less what I will have to in Jan.

Bose must just love me

I threw my top of the line headphones yet again and need to shoot up to the store to buy a new pair (my 4th). It's pretty sick to think that I have spent almost $1,000 on headphones. The final straw was my poor play of top two vs the nut straight on the flop. Now I must regain control of my emotions, get happy and relax. I have made it a point that after I tilt I don't talk to anyone for at least 30 minutes because I'm mad. Every month I have one day where things just go completely wrong for me between running bad and then I make it worse by playing bad. Although, I somehow only lost 3 buy ins today. The sheer volume I play makes up for these days but it still pisses me off.

I was considering taking the boat and going fishing but they have been calling for rain all day and it smells and looks like it will pour any second so I said fuck it and played some poker. Of course the rain still hasn't came so it looks like I picked the wrong option. Although fishing has been going very poorly for me since ice out. After ice out I usually don't fish much until Musky season opens (first Saturday in June). I want to get good at fishing the rivers but it has gone very very rough so far with boat control being the number one problem with the current. A simple solution would be to go out with my cousin who is a very good Walleye fisherman and has fished the rivers for 25 years. I'm thick headed though and try to do everything on my own which is stressful. My confidence going into Musky season is at an all time low. My goal is still to boat 50 Muskies this season. By boat I mean when I fish with my Dad, gf, or by myself I want a total of 50 Muskies to be caught be anyone I'm with including myself by the end of the season. This is a huge goal of mine. Big time Muskie fisherman might boat 100-150 a year fishing more rods and a much bigger boat and have access of the whole lake at any time.

I also want to catch the 30lb+ monster that has avoided me my whole life. Catching a Muskie this size is not uncommon in Lake St. Clair. Muskies as large as 43lbs have been caught in recent years. About 10 years ago just as it started to pour on us my rod took off like a bat out of hell. I clearly felt the fish on the rod and within about 3 minutes of fighting it get off. I casted and threw my lure in the area for 30 more minutes without getting it or anything else. In my eyes I had a 30 some pound fish on for a few minutes.