If can honestly say you would not fuck any of the girls in the jailbait picture then I will call you a homo. They are all just dying to put out. LOL at the moron in the last pic. "only done this once before"
Friday, June 29, 2007
Some funny pictures
If can honestly say you would not fuck any of the girls in the jailbait picture then I will call you a homo. They are all just dying to put out. LOL at the moron in the last pic. "only done this once before"
Monday, June 25, 2007
Push it to the limit
I ended shit last night with the other chick I was hanging out with. It seemed like her friends and the bar were the most important things in her life, mostly the bar. It's not really a big deal because I was not that interested in her anyways. I went tanning today for the first time in probably at least a month. I played a little basketball, rollerbladed 5 miles, ran around the block. A friend that I do most of my biking and rollerblading with decided on a new cardio challenge of sorts. We both suck at running so were going to rollerblade then run, every week we will increase our running until we can run the distance around our subdivision that we normally rollerblade on. Running roughly 5 miles will be one hell of a challenge. The good news is that if I can train myself to run 5 miles all the training will transform my body beyond what I can imagine this moment. I have seen a guy that started to post pictures out of shape then every month he would take another picture to show his improvement. I wish I could find a link to that blog or webpage. I took some pictures of me shirtless today and basically I don't know if I really want to make them public. Lord only knows what photoshop and creativity could create. I need some more time to think before I act on this one. I have no problem showing my blog readers a naked skank I fucked, 2 naked skanks I fucked, etc. I will however state that with shoes on I weighed a whopping 203lbs at 6pm tonight. My goal is to get to 170lbs. I don't really care about the weight but rather my appearance. 170lbs seems to be a good weight for me though. I plan to live the single the life (really find it very confusing how people can date for so long). At this very second I feel like I would prefer a girl that is dumb as a rock with a smoking body than a cute girl with a good personality. Cougar hunting is something I have a feeling I will do this summer also. I fucked a 42 year old MILF from Birmingham a few years ago when she dialed my number by accident while I was at the bar playing Big Buck Hunter - Call Of The Wild. I got this mother of 2 naked within roughly 3 hours of meeting her. From what I hear from a very good source is that 28-34 year olds are the best to hunt for. So for now I will just keep trying to improve my appearance and stay single, and treat everything like it's my first profit, like I'm an intern.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
It's amazing what a conversation can turn into
I have a friend (use the term fairly loose) that plays poker for a living that lives out- of- state. While talking on AIM he mentioned that he pays his gfs phone bill, tanning, nails, etc. It should be noted that this is not some long term deal and they don't live together or anything, they have dated for about 5 months. I personally would not be paying for these things if I was him. I personally could give a fuck less although I care enough to waste a precious update about this. It seems to me like he is on her leash. I guess I'm searching for a way to post these totally awesome pics I found on 2+2 lol
Friday, June 22, 2007
Domenica makes her Ali like return
Shes back. After the severe beating she took at the hands of a big mistake on my part by allowing a crazy, alcoholic, jealous bitch into my life. I will sacrifice looks to a certain extent if personality and calmness can be seen in their life. Back window busted, two sky roofs busted, 3 flat tires (no idea why the front driver side tire was left untouched). Beat: had to pay my $500 deductable with insurance company, had to file a police report for the damage.
This girl is clearly unstable and out of my life now. Quite sure it was over a condom wrapper she seen (not the brand I have because another girl had it that I'm banging also)(should also be noted I'm "dating this girl" so I'm not "cheating"). Looks are important but finding a girl with a similar personality is now a priority over appearance to some degree.
Probably gonna do some fishing next week. Dieting and getting healthy is still a goal although it will be put in motion soon. Taking some time off from poker still (well kinda) and studying the game alot. Going to see Oceans 13 this weekend sometime. Sadly I sold my main event enterance to a friend of a friend for $9,900. After a $16,000 losing month, car damages, credit card bill, $1,100 for tuition due in a week, $4,800 for tuition due in August, computer repairs, etc. It was the right move although sad. Such much luck is needed to run deep in a large tournament field like that. I profited $9,100 from it and feel good about my decision. It would have been so cool to play it though and even more awesome to run deep (final 100ish). School is also starting around the time of the main event so with all of these circumstances it was the correct move, although difficult.
This girl is clearly unstable and out of my life now. Quite sure it was over a condom wrapper she seen (not the brand I have because another girl had it that I'm banging also)(should also be noted I'm "dating this girl" so I'm not "cheating"). Looks are important but finding a girl with a similar personality is now a priority over appearance to some degree.
Probably gonna do some fishing next week. Dieting and getting healthy is still a goal although it will be put in motion soon. Taking some time off from poker still (well kinda) and studying the game alot. Going to see Oceans 13 this weekend sometime. Sadly I sold my main event enterance to a friend of a friend for $9,900. After a $16,000 losing month, car damages, credit card bill, $1,100 for tuition due in a week, $4,800 for tuition due in August, computer repairs, etc. It was the right move although sad. Such much luck is needed to run deep in a large tournament field like that. I profited $9,100 from it and feel good about my decision. It would have been so cool to play it though and even more awesome to run deep (final 100ish). School is also starting around the time of the main event so with all of these circumstances it was the correct move, although difficult.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
It all comes crashing down
What can I really say to make someone understand my life and the constant depression I live with. I blame my career as the main stressor in my life. It's just standard that losing money despite a game like Poker where you play a peer instead of the house. Skill will prevail over basic odds set against you.
I don't plan to play any Poker until the end of this month when I play in The WSOP Main Event (10k buyin.). I won my second attempt at a Satelite for this. So I won my way into the 10k buyin for less than $800. If I make a sick run I will for sure be flying some people out. The odds of this occuring are slim despite my advantage over probably 55% of the field if not more. In big tournaments luck is a major indicator of the winner.
I'm taking a long long break from Chinese Poker. Basically I lost $7,000 playing then lost $3,200 the next night, then won roughly $10,000 the following day and am now basically even. 10k is a lot of money to me and is very foolish to risk this much.
I may sell my enterance to the Main Event and just pocket the 10k in cash as I'm going through a rough patch in my life. I need more structure and balance in my life. I feel living such a "free lifestyle" is actually making me depressed and leaving me with a feeling of worthlessness. It's clear I can win at this game in the long run but short term large flucuations drive me insane. Yesterday I was raised preflop and remember shoving $680.24 in preflop with Q6s out of pure frustration. This is not rational thinking or a winning play in Poker. My emotions get the best of me at times and decrease my bottom line results.
I need to find structure in another form also. I need to grow up and stop hooking up with chicks for a month or two and then growing bored and moving on and rinsing and repeating. This is not mentally healthy. I need to start maybe sacrificing certain things I like in the opposite sex for someone that represents positive qualities that everyone would like to be associated with.
Some changes in my diet will help me to feel better and mix in some exercise and I can begin to look how I want. Maybe with drinking more water and no pop and eating less greasy shit will lead to my acne clearing up some.
I will end this month and state my results for some odd reason. -$16,748.20 which is nausiating and irritating and basically suicidal. I got some great advice from my Mommy today. She said you can't really change the past but you learn from it and change your actions in the future. I have heard this type of saying before in life but sometimes the best answer to a difficult time is to think positive and adjust for the future. I really need to forget about this massive loss, my stress, drinking, and women, and make a good run in July and forget about the flaws that plagued me in June.
I have been told countless times that I'm one of the best up and coming players that play online poker. I'm notorious for playing fear free and willing to play and never sit out when heads up despite who I'm playing. I started sitting at the table with $50 and a few months ago I sat with $10,000 at a 200/400 game which is considered the 3rd largest game spread online. I have had winning days that make me feel like a mythical God with unlimited power, other days I feel like the biggest loser, scum walking the face of the earth. Balancing these two very drastic mindsets is draining and sad on my mind and body. Why do I even play if it makes me that upset? The simple answer is when I play my best and cards go my way the rush and experience I feel is stronger than any drug I have ever taken, more powerful than any liquor that exists, more explosive than ones best orgasam. At that moment in time my mind and body is in a state of peace and tranquility. I don't think about what I'm doing, I don't think about anything. I see whats happening and the outcome before it occurs.
One thing I need to improve is raising more hands and playing more hands. I need to LAG it up some and exit my TAG strategy. I need to find and expand my range more and play poor hands in optimal situations. I also need to perfect and even eliminate my allin bluff. I have been caught bluffing multiple times in spots where I should just check and fold to a bet. Although my bluffs seem perfect to me at the time I must realize that my opponents don't possess the same skills I do. I would be willing to fold in these situations realizing I'm usually beat, they call thinking it's a winning play and the optimal play. The key to being successful in poker and life is to realize where you struggle and what your weakness is and to fix and eliminate that particular weakness. I have also taken some very rough beats (at times getting my money allin as a (93 to 6 percent favorite) This will happen at times but I need to gain a much better control on my emotions and should probably take a break for at least 2 hours to adjust and regain my confidence instead of playing a C level game.
I don't plan to play any Poker until the end of this month when I play in The WSOP Main Event (10k buyin.). I won my second attempt at a Satelite for this. So I won my way into the 10k buyin for less than $800. If I make a sick run I will for sure be flying some people out. The odds of this occuring are slim despite my advantage over probably 55% of the field if not more. In big tournaments luck is a major indicator of the winner.
I'm taking a long long break from Chinese Poker. Basically I lost $7,000 playing then lost $3,200 the next night, then won roughly $10,000 the following day and am now basically even. 10k is a lot of money to me and is very foolish to risk this much.
I may sell my enterance to the Main Event and just pocket the 10k in cash as I'm going through a rough patch in my life. I need more structure and balance in my life. I feel living such a "free lifestyle" is actually making me depressed and leaving me with a feeling of worthlessness. It's clear I can win at this game in the long run but short term large flucuations drive me insane. Yesterday I was raised preflop and remember shoving $680.24 in preflop with Q6s out of pure frustration. This is not rational thinking or a winning play in Poker. My emotions get the best of me at times and decrease my bottom line results.
I need to find structure in another form also. I need to grow up and stop hooking up with chicks for a month or two and then growing bored and moving on and rinsing and repeating. This is not mentally healthy. I need to start maybe sacrificing certain things I like in the opposite sex for someone that represents positive qualities that everyone would like to be associated with.
Some changes in my diet will help me to feel better and mix in some exercise and I can begin to look how I want. Maybe with drinking more water and no pop and eating less greasy shit will lead to my acne clearing up some.
I will end this month and state my results for some odd reason. -$16,748.20 which is nausiating and irritating and basically suicidal. I got some great advice from my Mommy today. She said you can't really change the past but you learn from it and change your actions in the future. I have heard this type of saying before in life but sometimes the best answer to a difficult time is to think positive and adjust for the future. I really need to forget about this massive loss, my stress, drinking, and women, and make a good run in July and forget about the flaws that plagued me in June.
I have been told countless times that I'm one of the best up and coming players that play online poker. I'm notorious for playing fear free and willing to play and never sit out when heads up despite who I'm playing. I started sitting at the table with $50 and a few months ago I sat with $10,000 at a 200/400 game which is considered the 3rd largest game spread online. I have had winning days that make me feel like a mythical God with unlimited power, other days I feel like the biggest loser, scum walking the face of the earth. Balancing these two very drastic mindsets is draining and sad on my mind and body. Why do I even play if it makes me that upset? The simple answer is when I play my best and cards go my way the rush and experience I feel is stronger than any drug I have ever taken, more powerful than any liquor that exists, more explosive than ones best orgasam. At that moment in time my mind and body is in a state of peace and tranquility. I don't think about what I'm doing, I don't think about anything. I see whats happening and the outcome before it occurs.
One thing I need to improve is raising more hands and playing more hands. I need to LAG it up some and exit my TAG strategy. I need to find and expand my range more and play poor hands in optimal situations. I also need to perfect and even eliminate my allin bluff. I have been caught bluffing multiple times in spots where I should just check and fold to a bet. Although my bluffs seem perfect to me at the time I must realize that my opponents don't possess the same skills I do. I would be willing to fold in these situations realizing I'm usually beat, they call thinking it's a winning play and the optimal play. The key to being successful in poker and life is to realize where you struggle and what your weakness is and to fix and eliminate that particular weakness. I have also taken some very rough beats (at times getting my money allin as a (93 to 6 percent favorite) This will happen at times but I need to gain a much better control on my emotions and should probably take a break for at least 2 hours to adjust and regain my confidence instead of playing a C level game.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Read previous post first
This kinda shit can only happen to me, I swear. So with all the computer gliches (lol) I needed to pull my entertainment center out to get to some wires. I found an old note from a girl I dated a year or two ago. She was really into arts and very creative and shit. It must have fallen from the top of the entertainment center behind it at some point. It was a Valentines card that said "To the sweetest guy in the world. I love you. Will you be my Valentine? Jessica" So I have a bunch of computer shit on my bed when one of my new chicks stop by including the Valentines card. She sees it, flips out, I explain the situation, she is on massive tilt, screaming ensues outside, roomies wake up, I get no booty, probably not ever again from her, I was going to pitch it but didnt have time to clean up all the broken shit in my room before she got here. I swear this would never happen to anyone but me. hyahachaha. Life Tilt.
hyahchahahhaa
Hero raises 6 to 22, villan reraises 22 to 83, hero reraises 83 to 435.23, villan calls,
Douchewipe called 350 with 109s. Unreal. After this my mouse got broken, he ran into the wall. I then decided it would be an awesome idea to throw my monitor out of my window. It's kinda funny to me now. Needless to say losing 2.5k online caused me to lose about 400 more (cousin put new window in for free basically).
I'm ranked as the 73rd best online tournament player for the month of June. I don't really play many tournaments but I made two very sick runs this month
I came in 103rd out of 6,958 in the 215 on Stars
I came in 5th out of 309 in the 109 rebuy event cashing for over $7,000
With horrible results in 3/6 and 5/10nl I'm up a pathetic $1,400 this month after todays marathon and monster tilt. Hard to say I was playing good when I threw a fucking monitor through my window.
A poker buddy of mine has 3 21inch monitors and after massive tilt managed to break all 3 within a few weeks of getting them. He went back to the store, had the same sales guy, said I need 3 more 21inch monitors. The guy remembered him and asked if the other ones were broke or something or not working properly, he smiled and said I kinda broke them. I'm on my 5th mouse and 2nd monitor so I'm not thaaaaaaaaat bad. My built up anger is from anything but lack of sex. I think I'm going to move down to 2/4nl (400 buyin) and play 4 tables. Something seems wrong in my game and I need to find it quick.
Seeing others buy Bentleys and shit makes me want to move up and play higher which I think is causing my tilt by playing 3/6.
Douchewipe called 350 with 109s. Unreal. After this my mouse got broken, he ran into the wall. I then decided it would be an awesome idea to throw my monitor out of my window. It's kinda funny to me now. Needless to say losing 2.5k online caused me to lose about 400 more (cousin put new window in for free basically).
I'm ranked as the 73rd best online tournament player for the month of June. I don't really play many tournaments but I made two very sick runs this month
I came in 103rd out of 6,958 in the 215 on Stars
I came in 5th out of 309 in the 109 rebuy event cashing for over $7,000
With horrible results in 3/6 and 5/10nl I'm up a pathetic $1,400 this month after todays marathon and monster tilt. Hard to say I was playing good when I threw a fucking monitor through my window.
A poker buddy of mine has 3 21inch monitors and after massive tilt managed to break all 3 within a few weeks of getting them. He went back to the store, had the same sales guy, said I need 3 more 21inch monitors. The guy remembered him and asked if the other ones were broke or something or not working properly, he smiled and said I kinda broke them. I'm on my 5th mouse and 2nd monitor so I'm not thaaaaaaaaat bad. My built up anger is from anything but lack of sex. I think I'm going to move down to 2/4nl (400 buyin) and play 4 tables. Something seems wrong in my game and I need to find it quick.
Seeing others buy Bentleys and shit makes me want to move up and play higher which I think is causing my tilt by playing 3/6.
Friday, June 8, 2007
Won a sick prop bet
Who would get a higher rating after 1 month on hot or not. I finished with a 7.8 (yea I was pissed at womens flawed judgement cause I'm obv a 10, a fucking 10). Matt got a 7.4 which he is quite depressed about lol. The bet was for $400. I have also been fucking and fucking and fucking. My dick might fall off cause I have been on a sick heater. I get way more pussy than most and like anything else the jealous ones will still nv. I played a 17 hour straight heads up session and won nice a few days ago. Very interested in fucking a middle eastern woman right now. I have already experienced the Asian sensation unlike most people that have way more of an Asian fetish than me. What can I say but get your fucking game on point. I think somehow 2 girls think were dating and another knows her role as a fuck friend. The life and times I tell ya. I kinda quit working out although I'm starting again. Maybe Vegas for a week later this month. I don't really have anything else to say. Seacrest out.
Friday, June 1, 2007
I HAVE SUCH A MANCRUSH ON CTS
He drops out of college, has a hot gf, lives in Cali, and just bought a Bentley with cash. Went to the bank and said he needs a few hundred grand. The teller laughed then hes like no I'm serious who do I talk to. LOL 25/50 -200/400 nl.
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