I love this show. I basically know who the parents will choose and quickly debate if the guy or girl will leave their current bf/gf. With the white, blonde hair, slightly overweight (could easily peel 10-15) with the emo, punk rock, full of piercings bf its so easy to tell they will stay with him. Today I watched a funny episode where this blonde, slightly overweight girl choose to stay with her bf. He then said fuck you to her parents and to her and dumbed her.
I myself don't really like blonde girls. The ones that can peel 10 but yet look cute are stupid for the above reasons. I prefer dark hair with dark eyes. The darker the eyes the better in my opinion.
This dude on this new episode took this girl out for photos with animals. She stated how she loves animals and would love to have a dog. This fucking guy bought her a Chihuahua and a bag to carry the dog Vincent in. How big of a fool will this idiot feel like if she doesn't choose him? It also makes him seem desperate in my opinion.
The girl is very hot and made out with both guys and seems very much into getting attention from guys. I think she could very problamatic. I'm so excited to see what develops.
How does she ditch the guy that bought her an expensive dog. She ended up choosing her current bf. This guy seems to be scared of Dogs and falls out of the coutch to avoid Vincent. Fucking people. In all seriousness, what is this worls coming to? People are so fucking weird. I of course can only watch this show for about 2 back to back episodes due to the people being so fucked up.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Saying Goodbye
is difficult for me. It's not that I get emotional or anything but I really have no clue what to say. I'm not talking about leaving somewhere for the night but in reference to people I may never see again. Today was our last official class of Anthropology of Business. My professor offered to take out the students (fairly small class) to the Circa (the campus bar) for drinks after we turn in our Final next Tuesday. Marcia who seems like she is perfect to me might go. When walking out of class and towards the parking structure I couldn't come up with much to say. She has a boyfriend and that is the only reason I didn't make a move. If she was single I think we would be making out outside of Manoogian Hall. It's obvious she has a crush on me and it's obvious I have a crush on her. She took free time to email me some help on my midterm which is nice. We kinda laugh at this one kid in class who is super into the class. When he was speaking during his groups presentation I looked back at Marcia and she was cracking up too. It just seems we share so much in common and think alike. She's 5"7ish, 110lbs, cute, short hair, not a club rat, going somewhere in life, etc.
It's not very often I get "crushes" on girls. I generally hate a bitch. There is another girl Lindsay who was in my group also that is cute. I'm unsure if she has a boyfriend or not. She said she is for sure going to come to class next Tuesday. She seems to be more of a drinker and partier. She is also very cute but doesn't even begin to compare to Marcia.
My question to you my blog readers (please leave any type of comment concerning this). Do I attempt to hit on Marcia even though she has a boyfriend (doesn't seem like the cheating type) in hopes of her leaving him? Do I mack on Lindsay and try to get with her? Do I just forget them both? My experience in cheating is minimal. Lisa cheated on her bf with me. I didn't really start things and hit on her she just started grabbing my cock in the library at Macomb. If I attend this bar I will only have 3 drinks max. I have the self control to not get plastered and do anything stupid. My business will be to hit on a chick not to get drunk. Believe it or not I have controlled my drinking in similar situations in the past.
Marcia I would want to wife up
Lindsay I would date but just trying to get some booty
What do I do? I need some serious advice.
It's not very often I get "crushes" on girls. I generally hate a bitch. There is another girl Lindsay who was in my group also that is cute. I'm unsure if she has a boyfriend or not. She said she is for sure going to come to class next Tuesday. She seems to be more of a drinker and partier. She is also very cute but doesn't even begin to compare to Marcia.
My question to you my blog readers (please leave any type of comment concerning this). Do I attempt to hit on Marcia even though she has a boyfriend (doesn't seem like the cheating type) in hopes of her leaving him? Do I mack on Lindsay and try to get with her? Do I just forget them both? My experience in cheating is minimal. Lisa cheated on her bf with me. I didn't really start things and hit on her she just started grabbing my cock in the library at Macomb. If I attend this bar I will only have 3 drinks max. I have the self control to not get plastered and do anything stupid. My business will be to hit on a chick not to get drunk. Believe it or not I have controlled my drinking in similar situations in the past.
Marcia I would want to wife up
Lindsay I would date but just trying to get some booty
What do I do? I need some serious advice.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Misunderstandings
Friday I go to Zahir for a fade. I wait roughly 1 hour. Conversation was flowing great between me and a kid that graduated a year ahead of me who I used to see every weekend at the bar. A kid that graduated in my year was in there and communication seemed very forced and awkward. He made a weird comment about how I'm different. He didn't mean it as a bad thing. I don't know I just felt very awkward. Then Zahir hands me the phone and says someone wants to say hi. I have a 5 minute conversation with this person that I thought was my friend James turns out it wasnt when James bladed over to my house. Turns out I was talking with his friend and I guess mine Mike. I felt really stupid.
Today I wake up and within 15 minutes of waking up I'm at the tanning place. While waiting in line the girl in front of me makes a comment which I thought was "keep cleaning your eyes" I was rubbing my face, tired, and making sure I had zero eye crust. I didn't have my contacts in so I couldn't see her face that well and really was not paying attention although I noticed she seemed kinda pissed at me. I go tanning in the balla standup and come out and my friend Dena was like do you know who that was. I go not a clue why. I guess this broad said "what a coincidence" not what I thought. I guess she kinda trashed me while I was in tanning saying and I quote "I wasted a year and half dating him" First off I never dated this girl. She sucked my cock multiple times and I fucked her a few times while very drunk. We hooked up mostly through a summer and things ended because I wouldn't date her. I really don't have anything negative to say about her; she gave me the best head I have ever had and was fun to mess around with while drunk, she also let me bust my nut all over her face. She sucked my cock 6 times the night I met her. I was getting road head within 30 minutes of meeting her on the backroads of somewhere I forget. It was really a fun time. Every Summer I hook up with some random chicks. I usually fuck them and then things fizzle out towards the end of Summer. I think she is so sour because I didn't want her to be my gf. Tough break nigga. She does look much better now than a few summers ago. She has blown multiple people I know and is obsessed with this Jimmy kid who is the brother of the kid I was having an awkward conversation with at Zahirs. Small world.
The plan for now is to keep looking mad sexy, getting new pussy, busting on new bitches faces (fuck busting on the tits). I've bladed 20 miles in the past 2 days, played zero poker, shot some hoops, and had multiple weird run ins.
Today I wake up and within 15 minutes of waking up I'm at the tanning place. While waiting in line the girl in front of me makes a comment which I thought was "keep cleaning your eyes" I was rubbing my face, tired, and making sure I had zero eye crust. I didn't have my contacts in so I couldn't see her face that well and really was not paying attention although I noticed she seemed kinda pissed at me. I go tanning in the balla standup and come out and my friend Dena was like do you know who that was. I go not a clue why. I guess this broad said "what a coincidence" not what I thought. I guess she kinda trashed me while I was in tanning saying and I quote "I wasted a year and half dating him" First off I never dated this girl. She sucked my cock multiple times and I fucked her a few times while very drunk. We hooked up mostly through a summer and things ended because I wouldn't date her. I really don't have anything negative to say about her; she gave me the best head I have ever had and was fun to mess around with while drunk, she also let me bust my nut all over her face. She sucked my cock 6 times the night I met her. I was getting road head within 30 minutes of meeting her on the backroads of somewhere I forget. It was really a fun time. Every Summer I hook up with some random chicks. I usually fuck them and then things fizzle out towards the end of Summer. I think she is so sour because I didn't want her to be my gf. Tough break nigga. She does look much better now than a few summers ago. She has blown multiple people I know and is obsessed with this Jimmy kid who is the brother of the kid I was having an awkward conversation with at Zahirs. Small world.
The plan for now is to keep looking mad sexy, getting new pussy, busting on new bitches faces (fuck busting on the tits). I've bladed 20 miles in the past 2 days, played zero poker, shot some hoops, and had multiple weird run ins.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Heads up poker
I feel this is the ultimate game. It's poker in the purest form. After losing 6 buyins in 1 hour on Stars (6 x $600=$3,600) I took a brake and played 3 tables of $400 buyin no limit and 1 table of $600 buyin heads up. I did well in the $400 game and quit those to play 3 tables of $600 buyin no limit heads up. I won very nice in the heads up game and made back most of my losses(down about $400) on the day. I have never played so poorly as I did on Stars today. My game was off. For starters Ididn't even want to play (this was my first mistake). I then was watching hockey (mistake #2 while playing). I then easily should of quit after losing my first 3 buyins (the next stupid mistake I made). I need to just take a day off if I don't feel like playing. I put so much pressure on myself to excell and become one the best that I often neglect other things in life. It's now 5am and I have played a very tough days worth of poker. My eyes are very sore and I probably made a few spelling errors writing this.
I know I have said it countless times before but my goal is to move out of here. I don't want to live here anymore (in Clinton Twp.) The main reason I haven't moved out is because I dislike renting. I however would love to rent an appartment somewhere near L.A. I want to blow up a little bit bigger first. My dream would be to move in with a few other poker players that are blowing up huge and rent a sick house like these 5 dudes from 2+2 did. They have a sick house in Hermosa Beach.
I'm sleeping like shit. Rozerem is'nt working well at all. I think I will try to get on Ambien or whatever. Hard to fall asleep with the occupation I have. It's hard to sleep for me period, even before poker. I'm gonna watch a little soft- porn on the new channels we have, masterbate, have a cigarette, and get some shuteye. The hot chick in my class I found out has a bf, tough beat for me. I don't usually get involved in that type of shit. Not my style although I have once in the past. It turned into a large mess.
Finally, I don't care to see a lot of people right now or again. I really have nothing in common with most people I used to hang out with. The jealous ones think that I lie about what I do for a living which is childish. I just want to start a new life minus a lot of people that like to hate and are jealous. I mean I have flawless eyebrows and perfect hair, a very cool job, I'm in school, and I get laid more than once a year (jab). I really think very few people can call me out about sleeping with girls over the past 2 years and the ones that can are not close friends ( I obv. leave out my wifed up friends) but yea its a war you can't win. I'm gonna fall asleep and wake up whenever I feel like it and possibly work if I feel like. GET OFF MY FUCKING DICK.
I know I have said it countless times before but my goal is to move out of here. I don't want to live here anymore (in Clinton Twp.) The main reason I haven't moved out is because I dislike renting. I however would love to rent an appartment somewhere near L.A. I want to blow up a little bit bigger first. My dream would be to move in with a few other poker players that are blowing up huge and rent a sick house like these 5 dudes from 2+2 did. They have a sick house in Hermosa Beach.
I'm sleeping like shit. Rozerem is'nt working well at all. I think I will try to get on Ambien or whatever. Hard to fall asleep with the occupation I have. It's hard to sleep for me period, even before poker. I'm gonna watch a little soft- porn on the new channels we have, masterbate, have a cigarette, and get some shuteye. The hot chick in my class I found out has a bf, tough beat for me. I don't usually get involved in that type of shit. Not my style although I have once in the past. It turned into a large mess.
Finally, I don't care to see a lot of people right now or again. I really have nothing in common with most people I used to hang out with. The jealous ones think that I lie about what I do for a living which is childish. I just want to start a new life minus a lot of people that like to hate and are jealous. I mean I have flawless eyebrows and perfect hair, a very cool job, I'm in school, and I get laid more than once a year (jab). I really think very few people can call me out about sleeping with girls over the past 2 years and the ones that can are not close friends ( I obv. leave out my wifed up friends) but yea its a war you can't win. I'm gonna fall asleep and wake up whenever I feel like it and possibly work if I feel like. GET OFF MY FUCKING DICK.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Playing some live poker
I played some live poker in a private club in Birmingham tonight. I played for about 5 hours which I consider a long session. I know people that play 20 hours at a time playing multiple tables online. Playing longer sessions is something I'm trying to improve on. Matt has been saying how juicy the 100/200 horse game is. Horse is a rotation game that switches forms of poker usually every 10 hands. I hate playing Razz which is a game included in Horse so I found the best Omaha hi/low game going it was 60/120 with 4 players. I proceeded to go up huge from the start. I lost some back but ended the session with a nice profit. O8 is a game I'm great at basically because I'm very very very aggressive. When playing against guys in their 40's they tend to play very timid solid poker which left me with a ton of chances to steal pots and basically make them fold.
I don't really like playing in casinos because the games are so small (in MI and Canada). The biggest game going is once a week and it's 30/60 limit. The no limit games are very profitable but I can make more online playing 4 tables at once as opposed to only playing 1 live game. I enoy playing at this private place because I never feel like I will get robbed for my loot. It's not a private club but in the basement of a small business. It's kinda like Teddy KGB's place in the movie Rounders except not owned by the Russian Mafia.
My Poker Tracker and Poker Ace Hud are now working.
My cable is now working.
I want to sleep with my Econ Professor. (Asian about 5'1 100lbs with dark hair and dark eyes)
I have the hots for a girl in another class of mine and plan to see what I can do with that. She seems really into me but who knows she might be bluffing. I think the best thing to do is wait a week or so until class is close to over before making my move. This way I don't leave myself outs and can fold the hand if I feel I'm beat. Poker talk is so fun because it's a language of its own. Stats on this girl: 5'8ish, 115lbs, short brown hair, cute. Not the type of girl one would drool over (they tend to be problems) but a girl thats going somewhere (shes really smart and that makes me dig her). She is kinda pale which isnt a big turn on but that can easily be changed. No boobs. This also doesn't really bother me. Some girls have them and others don't. If you got them then its cool but I'm not seeking out a girl based on boobs. I've seen em all, b, c, d, dd really don't matter to me. Nipples do matter to me though. No1 likes big Salami nips. Well maybe some people do but I don't. So yea thats the latest.
I don't really like playing in casinos because the games are so small (in MI and Canada). The biggest game going is once a week and it's 30/60 limit. The no limit games are very profitable but I can make more online playing 4 tables at once as opposed to only playing 1 live game. I enoy playing at this private place because I never feel like I will get robbed for my loot. It's not a private club but in the basement of a small business. It's kinda like Teddy KGB's place in the movie Rounders except not owned by the Russian Mafia.
My Poker Tracker and Poker Ace Hud are now working.
My cable is now working.
I want to sleep with my Econ Professor. (Asian about 5'1 100lbs with dark hair and dark eyes)
I have the hots for a girl in another class of mine and plan to see what I can do with that. She seems really into me but who knows she might be bluffing. I think the best thing to do is wait a week or so until class is close to over before making my move. This way I don't leave myself outs and can fold the hand if I feel I'm beat. Poker talk is so fun because it's a language of its own. Stats on this girl: 5'8ish, 115lbs, short brown hair, cute. Not the type of girl one would drool over (they tend to be problems) but a girl thats going somewhere (shes really smart and that makes me dig her). She is kinda pale which isnt a big turn on but that can easily be changed. No boobs. This also doesn't really bother me. Some girls have them and others don't. If you got them then its cool but I'm not seeking out a girl based on boobs. I've seen em all, b, c, d, dd really don't matter to me. Nipples do matter to me though. No1 likes big Salami nips. Well maybe some people do but I don't. So yea thats the latest.
Monday, April 9, 2007
Reflecting
While watching the graduation episode of Laguna Beach Season 1 I instantly began to feel sad which turned into a few random tears falling down my face. I think the reason of tears is due to the fact I really don't hang out with anyone I went to h.s. with. I really don't hang out with many people at all. A big part of me wishes I had more really close friends I kept in contact with. I knew a lot of people in h.s. and had a blast (especially senior year). I couldn't really tell you what many people I graduated with are doing in 2007. I'm sure some live out of state, some have kids, some are married, some are still doing nothing in life while others are having success. I can't help but to recognize where I am in 2007.
Times like this will make Davey J feel like a loser. I really don't have something that most people I know enjoy, happiness. I don't know where I went wrong in achieving happiness. Perhaps I should have brought my grades up at Macomb and then went on to a major University. Perhaps I should have kept that 1 girl that I use as a form of rating other girls. Perhaps I should have left Michigan to embark on a new journey. I can't help but to think "what if". There are many things in my life which I do enjoy. There are also many things I dislike in my life which I seem to dwell on. The glass is always half empty not half full.
I often dream of moving to L.A. and starting my life there. I choose L.A. because its close to poker unlike Miami and not full of temptations like Vegas. At 23 I find it as hard to leave Michigan as it is to stay in Michigan. Whenever I think about really moving out to L.A. I often think how hard it will be to meet new people and form friendships. I think most people would find it a bit hard to just move across the Country having no friends or family waiting in the new destination. However, at the same time I'm excited for a challenge like this. Leaving my family would be the toughest thing I have ever done (Max included). Maybe I'm not meant to leave just yet?
Times like this will make Davey J feel like a loser. I really don't have something that most people I know enjoy, happiness. I don't know where I went wrong in achieving happiness. Perhaps I should have brought my grades up at Macomb and then went on to a major University. Perhaps I should have kept that 1 girl that I use as a form of rating other girls. Perhaps I should have left Michigan to embark on a new journey. I can't help but to think "what if". There are many things in my life which I do enjoy. There are also many things I dislike in my life which I seem to dwell on. The glass is always half empty not half full.
I often dream of moving to L.A. and starting my life there. I choose L.A. because its close to poker unlike Miami and not full of temptations like Vegas. At 23 I find it as hard to leave Michigan as it is to stay in Michigan. Whenever I think about really moving out to L.A. I often think how hard it will be to meet new people and form friendships. I think most people would find it a bit hard to just move across the Country having no friends or family waiting in the new destination. However, at the same time I'm excited for a challenge like this. Leaving my family would be the toughest thing I have ever done (Max included). Maybe I'm not meant to leave just yet?
Wednesday, April 4, 2007
Another bad day
Today sucked as bad as yesterday. I find out I can't graduate in May 08 which I was told I would be able to do. I instead need to take more classes in the Fall of 08. This really pisses me off. I just want to get my fucking degree. I then went to the Math lab to take a quiz (all quizes need to be taken in the lab but homework you can do at home) and as soon as I open the quiz (can't x out of it and sit somewhere else because I would get a 0) this white trash, overweight, ghetto talking, acne faced CUNT and her black boyfriend named Tyrone (not making up his name) begin to talk. I hate the way white trash ghetto girls talk. They try to make a funny accent and leave out letters of words. Then her phone rings really loud to some stupid rap song I have never heard of and her kid (big suprise someone busted inside this slut) is sick or some shit. She was also wearing a cross between piss yellow and puke green Pelle Pelle sweat outfit. Did I paint a good picture of how she looks? Common manors would suggest leaving the room (walking about 25 feet) to handle a phone call. The phone should also be on vibrate if your expecting an important call.
I quickly analyzed the situation. I don't think I would of been out of line standing up and saying turn your fucking phone off or leave the room and talk. Hell, some others in the vacinity may even clap for me. There is no polite way to make someone with no class stop doing something. I could never just say excuse me would you mind talking outside the classroom, I'm taking a quiz. If I would of used option 1 then Tyrone would stand up and say something like don't talk to my girl like dat. I would then say something like fuck you and possibly spit in his face. This would lead to a fight (that I would obv. win because the only time I lose is at 4am hammered when I take a cheap shot, check my other fights) then I would get kicked out of school, be hard to enter another college after getting kicked out of college. So I kept quiet which really pisses me off. I don't see a reasonable solution to the situation. Option 1 sounds great because I would love to punch someone (its been a while). The way my week has been going I don't think there are too many people I can't knockout with 1 punch. I was also already sitting in my seat prior to the cute couple sitting down.
Things I assume about them:
She clearly only dates black men
The kid is from another black man (not Tyrone)
Her pussy smells like rotten milk
A condom has never been put on a penis that has entered her blown out twat
Neither will graduate college. Not very many people with this low of class earn degrees, If you look at the other students in my upper division classes they don't resemble these two in the least.
I kept my mouth shut because I didn't think their was a reasonable way to handle the situation. I'm not scared to fight but would be very retarded to fight and have to go back to court for it. I honestly feel their is a time and place when everyone deserves to get their ass kicked.
It's now 8:50pm Wed. and I'm trying decide if I will work tonight or not. Curling up in my bed and watching Rocky 4 sounds great. It's my favorite Rocky movie I think, although I like them all. Well I don't know 2 is good. I like them all except 5 which I do think was essential to include in the series of movies.
Ohh I almost forgot to mention that my MGMT group paper is due Friday and we all decided to split it up. I was nice and offered to put the paper together (just copy and pasting everyones part into 1) I have nothing from my 3 other team members so far. None of them have even posted which parts they are writing. I will be super pissed if I have right another 75% of this paper on top of my 25% I have written (which is my part of the paper). If this is the case I will include only my name. Also, I know some of you may think I'm pussy for not saying shit but I really don't need to get into any situation that could lead to a fight. I made the smart choice and I still got a 90% on it.
I quickly analyzed the situation. I don't think I would of been out of line standing up and saying turn your fucking phone off or leave the room and talk. Hell, some others in the vacinity may even clap for me. There is no polite way to make someone with no class stop doing something. I could never just say excuse me would you mind talking outside the classroom, I'm taking a quiz. If I would of used option 1 then Tyrone would stand up and say something like don't talk to my girl like dat. I would then say something like fuck you and possibly spit in his face. This would lead to a fight (that I would obv. win because the only time I lose is at 4am hammered when I take a cheap shot, check my other fights) then I would get kicked out of school, be hard to enter another college after getting kicked out of college. So I kept quiet which really pisses me off. I don't see a reasonable solution to the situation. Option 1 sounds great because I would love to punch someone (its been a while). The way my week has been going I don't think there are too many people I can't knockout with 1 punch. I was also already sitting in my seat prior to the cute couple sitting down.
Things I assume about them:
She clearly only dates black men
The kid is from another black man (not Tyrone)
Her pussy smells like rotten milk
A condom has never been put on a penis that has entered her blown out twat
Neither will graduate college. Not very many people with this low of class earn degrees, If you look at the other students in my upper division classes they don't resemble these two in the least.
I kept my mouth shut because I didn't think their was a reasonable way to handle the situation. I'm not scared to fight but would be very retarded to fight and have to go back to court for it. I honestly feel their is a time and place when everyone deserves to get their ass kicked.
It's now 8:50pm Wed. and I'm trying decide if I will work tonight or not. Curling up in my bed and watching Rocky 4 sounds great. It's my favorite Rocky movie I think, although I like them all. Well I don't know 2 is good. I like them all except 5 which I do think was essential to include in the series of movies.
Ohh I almost forgot to mention that my MGMT group paper is due Friday and we all decided to split it up. I was nice and offered to put the paper together (just copy and pasting everyones part into 1) I have nothing from my 3 other team members so far. None of them have even posted which parts they are writing. I will be super pissed if I have right another 75% of this paper on top of my 25% I have written (which is my part of the paper). If this is the case I will include only my name. Also, I know some of you may think I'm pussy for not saying shit but I really don't need to get into any situation that could lead to a fight. I made the smart choice and I still got a 90% on it.
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Feeling so down
2 of my other 3 group members didn't show up for class today. We all agreed we would have our first real group meeting after class today. This pissed me off. I then got my midterm back which I spent a ton of time writing and got an F. I have never earned an F on a single college paper I have written. So now I'm in a super bad mood. I can write another paper and then submit it for a top grade of a B. I guess thats cool of him. I'm so frustrated with school, driving to school, doing tons of homework, etc. I'm wondering if I'm even meant to go to college. This semester is really pissing me off and taking beyond full classes in Summer, Fall, and next Spring don't have me excited to say the least.
I watched the whole third season of Entourage today. The show will suck without Ari. I really have nothing else to say about it. Everyones favorite is Ari. In my opinion the show is nothing without Ari. Johnny Drama is great but Ari makes the fucking show. I'm pissed about this.
I'm so pissed I fear even logging on to play poker. I fear tilting which is a fucking major issue for me. Times like these make me pissed when players like durrrr can earn $1,000,000 in a day. This is no lie. Just google Tom Dwan or check out any high stakes report online. What 100% of people I know can't seem to understand that poker is for real. Kids are dropping out of college at unreal levels because they can make more than a fucking lawyer. At the very least they can earn more playing poker than they will in their first 5 years with a 4 year degree. NOT EVERYONE CAN BUT WITH SKILL ONE CAN. I just want my chance to blow up huge. Don't mistake this for me being a small time winner or a losing player. I want to be the one featured in Card Player, Bluff, Poker Life, and any other fucking poker magazine that is on shelves. I want to move into the L.A. condo with the nice shit surrounded by countless models and walking the red carpet at these fucking parties. Yes, poker players go to some awesome parties in Vegas and L.A. I want to meet Shannon Elizabeth (big time poker player, fyi), I want to shoot off 100k playing Craps, I want the fucking Porsche, I want it all. I have busted my ass for 3 years in this game. I often sacrifice sleep, sex, social life and a slew of other bullshit to play. 95% of the people that get recognition are tournament players. If Jamie Gold (winner of 2006 main event for 12 million) would play me heads up I have no doubt I could collect 500k from poker friends to play him because these people view him as a lucky idiot that can't play cash games. Some tournament players are good, don't get me wrong.
It burns my ass when people laugh at what I do, think it's all fucking luck or think I'm a loser because of this. Sit down and play me at my stakes (it's all luck anyways right). Playing at my stakes should not be a problem since it's all luck and everything will even out in the long run. The next girl I date will like poker and at least encourage me to play. I will not make drastic changes to other important things in a chick due to this. Maybe I should just move to Vegas date a complete poker hottie like Jean Gluck, Liz Lieu, Vanessa Russo, or God willing Shannon Elizabeth (she divorced that fat slob she was married to).
I'm not meant to clear off tables, sit behind a desk, or perform heart surgery. I love action. If you think you know me then you know I love action in my life. I love risk. What would be wilder than moving to Vegas, gambling in order to survive, maybe meet a hot gambling chick that gets turned on by action as much as I do. That is Paradise for me ladies and gentlemen. I would rather die than hump some horse shit job when I'm older busting my ass for nothing. I admire these people so much. In all seriousness I really do. These people are actually heros because I could never find the courage to wake up everyday. To clear things up I don't need to gamble on shit. I gamble when I have an edge. By a girl being turned on by action and risk: I simply mean a girl that is not uptight and willing to take a risk. I seem to always find these super uptight girls that never just go with the flow. I say a poker chick because I know they take risk.
I'll never forget the first thing that happened when I though about playing poker for money online. I was at my friend Matts house (he mentored me and I consider him a very close personal friend that I could trust anything if my life depended on it, I only have a few people I consider this close) after I told him I want him to show me whats up he 1. yanked out my wallet. 2. Took out $76 (everything in my wallet) 3. Took his lighter and burned it. 4. I will remember him saying this forever "You can't give a fuck about money. Money means nothing to me." These were the best words of wisdom I could give to anyone that wants to play poker and be successful at it. So before you sign up to play online take whatever is in your wallet and burn it. I'm not saying you will be great but you will disregard money which is the key to success.
I watched the whole third season of Entourage today. The show will suck without Ari. I really have nothing else to say about it. Everyones favorite is Ari. In my opinion the show is nothing without Ari. Johnny Drama is great but Ari makes the fucking show. I'm pissed about this.
I'm so pissed I fear even logging on to play poker. I fear tilting which is a fucking major issue for me. Times like these make me pissed when players like durrrr can earn $1,000,000 in a day. This is no lie. Just google Tom Dwan or check out any high stakes report online. What 100% of people I know can't seem to understand that poker is for real. Kids are dropping out of college at unreal levels because they can make more than a fucking lawyer. At the very least they can earn more playing poker than they will in their first 5 years with a 4 year degree. NOT EVERYONE CAN BUT WITH SKILL ONE CAN. I just want my chance to blow up huge. Don't mistake this for me being a small time winner or a losing player. I want to be the one featured in Card Player, Bluff, Poker Life, and any other fucking poker magazine that is on shelves. I want to move into the L.A. condo with the nice shit surrounded by countless models and walking the red carpet at these fucking parties. Yes, poker players go to some awesome parties in Vegas and L.A. I want to meet Shannon Elizabeth (big time poker player, fyi), I want to shoot off 100k playing Craps, I want the fucking Porsche, I want it all. I have busted my ass for 3 years in this game. I often sacrifice sleep, sex, social life and a slew of other bullshit to play. 95% of the people that get recognition are tournament players. If Jamie Gold (winner of 2006 main event for 12 million) would play me heads up I have no doubt I could collect 500k from poker friends to play him because these people view him as a lucky idiot that can't play cash games. Some tournament players are good, don't get me wrong.
It burns my ass when people laugh at what I do, think it's all fucking luck or think I'm a loser because of this. Sit down and play me at my stakes (it's all luck anyways right). Playing at my stakes should not be a problem since it's all luck and everything will even out in the long run. The next girl I date will like poker and at least encourage me to play. I will not make drastic changes to other important things in a chick due to this. Maybe I should just move to Vegas date a complete poker hottie like Jean Gluck, Liz Lieu, Vanessa Russo, or God willing Shannon Elizabeth (she divorced that fat slob she was married to).
I'm not meant to clear off tables, sit behind a desk, or perform heart surgery. I love action. If you think you know me then you know I love action in my life. I love risk. What would be wilder than moving to Vegas, gambling in order to survive, maybe meet a hot gambling chick that gets turned on by action as much as I do. That is Paradise for me ladies and gentlemen. I would rather die than hump some horse shit job when I'm older busting my ass for nothing. I admire these people so much. In all seriousness I really do. These people are actually heros because I could never find the courage to wake up everyday. To clear things up I don't need to gamble on shit. I gamble when I have an edge. By a girl being turned on by action and risk: I simply mean a girl that is not uptight and willing to take a risk. I seem to always find these super uptight girls that never just go with the flow. I say a poker chick because I know they take risk.
I'll never forget the first thing that happened when I though about playing poker for money online. I was at my friend Matts house (he mentored me and I consider him a very close personal friend that I could trust anything if my life depended on it, I only have a few people I consider this close) after I told him I want him to show me whats up he 1. yanked out my wallet. 2. Took out $76 (everything in my wallet) 3. Took his lighter and burned it. 4. I will remember him saying this forever "You can't give a fuck about money. Money means nothing to me." These were the best words of wisdom I could give to anyone that wants to play poker and be successful at it. So before you sign up to play online take whatever is in your wallet and burn it. I'm not saying you will be great but you will disregard money which is the key to success.
Sunday, April 1, 2007
The last 4 weeks
I now have roughly 4 weeks of school left for the semester. I would normally be excited to have a summer full of working out, playing poker and staying up late but this summer I have a full load of classes until the end of June (I think). At this point in the semester I always feel rushed and basically feel behind in all of my classes. It's the time when projects that you put off all semester are due, the last chance to boost your grades, and of course finals week.
I have been doing a lot of Math homework this weekend. I also have a lot of work to do in Anthropology of Business and Economics. My goal is to stay focused and not let the work pile up which is so easy to do. Monday I have to take and pass this placement exam for English so I can take my last super tough English class over the summer. I need to get up early and fill out paper work somewhere at Wayne State. The work in every class is also the toughest of the semester now.
Some goals for April:
Play 100hrs of poker
Play well and when I feel I'm playing bad simply quit
Don't take shots at higher games
Play well, make good plays, and stay calm
Do well in all my classes and do work way before the due date
Lose more weight
Increase my workout
I have been doing a lot of Math homework this weekend. I also have a lot of work to do in Anthropology of Business and Economics. My goal is to stay focused and not let the work pile up which is so easy to do. Monday I have to take and pass this placement exam for English so I can take my last super tough English class over the summer. I need to get up early and fill out paper work somewhere at Wayne State. The work in every class is also the toughest of the semester now.
Some goals for April:
Play 100hrs of poker
Play well and when I feel I'm playing bad simply quit
Don't take shots at higher games
Play well, make good plays, and stay calm
Do well in all my classes and do work way before the due date
Lose more weight
Increase my workout
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