After feeling sick last night I went to bed at 10:30pm and woke up wide awake at 3:30am and could'nt sleep so I stayed up until about 10:30am and slept until 3:30pm today. I then went to the Dermatologist to find out my liver enzymes are still too high to begin taking Acutane. One of my liver enzymes dropped from 121 to 65 and the other from 65 to 63, they should both be 45. I guess dieting, not drinking, and some mild workouts are leading me on the right path.

I did about 3 hours of Math homework this evening which sucked tant. I have about 4 more hours of Math homework to do by Monday which sucks tant as well. The work is getting so difficult (I'm taking Calculus which I need to get my degree).

I bought a new mouse for my computer today at Staples. I first entered Best Buy with dreams and aspirations that they would for once have what I need. I didn't find my exact mouse but found another Logitech one that would work but would still prefer the exact mouse that broke. Of course the one I was going to settle on was out of stock. When playing poker I make tons of movements with the mouse. Your mouse needs to fit your hand well and also be really light. I would estimate I make 1,500 mouse movements in a 1 hour session (I usually play for 5 hours a session). I then went to Staples on another mission and found a black model of my old mouse. The mouse I like only costs like $25 and is nothing special and I'm sure I could be a bigger baller if I bought an $80 one but this mouse is perfect for poker and fits my hand perfect so save the mouse advice.

I have to wake up at 7:30 on Fridays which I really hate. I still feel kind of rough. I don't really get sick that often since I had my Tonsils removed. I usually get like 2 colds a year which is so much better than getting sick every month or so. I don't think I have been to the doctor since I went for Strep Throat and found out I also had Bronchitis before I left for South Padre last year.
After class I have to take my Grandma shopping and then I'm coming home and taking a long nap. If I'm gonna get really sick I would just assume wake up sick as fuck so I don't even have get up and can play video games and poker all day. I'm so tired and I ache from head to toe.

I have about 20 minutes before I need to leave for Economics so I figured I would update my blog. I once had high hopes for this blog. Some ranting: The one skanky girl on the Real World Denver is the exact opposite of what I find hot. I dislike her saying "Rockstar ahahha" after every shot she takes, she hooked up with a black dude, hooked up with a few other dudes. I find her uneduacted, fairly ugly, probably slept with at least 75 guys, and basically an idiot. Who is the cast member I'm suppose to relate to? There is a gay guy, an angry black male, an Uncle Tom, a skank, a douchebag white guy, another crying confused slut, and I think there might be another girl. The show now sucks and I will not watch it.

My mouse broke last night for some odd reason. I tried it again today and it was working. I'm confused about my mouse and I have an extra one that blows but is useful for an unexpected error in my current one. I have a lot of school shit to do in the near future. I need to take an English placement exam to take this tough class. I'm taking 3 classes this Summer. I need to meet with my advisor 4-4 to take 18 credit hours in the fall. 18 credit hours is the maximum they allow and I also need to take 18 credit hours next winter to graduate in May 08.

Poker has been going well. I'm making about $60 an hour this month which is good but I always want more. I played some Omaha hi/low 6max with Brian Townsend a.k.a. "sbrugby", aba20. I guess he is trying to learn the game feeling if he starts at the high stakes he can learn quicker. Brian is the best no limit player online in my opinion. He is average at Omaha hi/low and I consider it a plus to have him in the game. The game was 50/100 hi/low and I think he is playing way too tight which could be that is a novice in the game. He also needs to try to scoop rather than play for the high hand. I personally don't like playing Omaha hi/low but I know I'm way above average in the game. I have no doubt Brian will be playing 1000/2000 Omaha hi/low in 6 months and raping people like he does in PLO and NL.

I have been playing a ton of Call Of Duty 3 as of late. I love this game and it has been making me play much less poker. Seems like I'm swamped with shit to do all the time and when I have free time I don't feel like playing poker. I'm now going to attempt to mess with my comment settings on here. This blog has been nothing but a nightmare since I started it. I really want to do some cool stuff with it but lack the energy and time.

Sad Times

Tons of conversations as of late have revolved around the topic of crying. I will mention some movies in which a tear was shed. I may spoil some parts of movies you have not seen.

Rudy: For any sports fan or any person that likes it when the underdog wins, this is the movie for you. Basically I have seen this movie dozens of times and cried everytime. When Rudy first gets to walk out on the field. When Rudy gets accepted to Notre Dame after trying forever. When the crowd starts chanting Rudy. When Pete dies. When Rudy gets to play in the game. When Rudy sacks the QB. When Rudy gets carried off the field. Note: Last person to ever get carried off the field at Notre Dame was Rudy. Basically I cry during the whole movie.

I have gotten choked up during most of the Rocky movies. I really cheer for the underdog in movies. Rocky 2 is when tears were shed. I lost it when Adriane was in the hospital after giving birth.

Philadelphia: I don't know a person alive that hasnt shed a tear to this movie. I cried when Tom Hanks character got fired, when Denzel took his case, when Denzel won the case, when Tom Hanks character dies.

I feel these movies are normal to cry to, being either male or female. I am a little shy and embarassed to mention I cried during The O.C. season 1 at the end. I just felt so bad for Ryan because his situation was one anyone could find themselves in. I however cheered beyond loud when Seth rails my dream girl Summer.

ESPN does these segments on Sports Center where a young kid that is going to die soon gets to meet their favorite athlete. I have cried during the 4 or so I seen. I will never forget watching this one episode at Lisa's appartment one night. She was in the kitchen and I was watching TV. This kid Charlie had brain cancer and his dream was to meet Donovan McNabb the Quarterback for the Philadelphia Eagles (NFL team). They took this kid to practice and he got to be the assistant coach for a day. He met his hero Donovan McNabb coming out of the tunnel and the smile on that kids face made me choke up beyond belief. Then the kid got to pick some routes he wanted the receivers to run and tell Donovan which player to throw to. At the end of practice he got to bring the team in (end practice with everyone putting their hands in and doing a cheer). By this time I am full on shedding tears. I am under the impression Lisa is still not around and feel fine showing some emotion. Afterwards head coach Andy Reid let Charlie pick any play the Eagles run and he said it will be the first play of the game on offense. Charlie ended up dying before the next Eagles game but coach Reid kept his promise and ran the play Charlie selected. The play was a passing play to (Donte Stallworth?) in which the Eagles scored a T.D. on the play Charlie selected. By this time snot is running down my face and I'm crying my eyes out. The celebration on the sidelines and in the endzone was unreal. You would think the Eagles just won the Superbowl. Everyone was beyond pumped. It was no normal T.D. celebration. Turns out Lisa was standing behind me watching me the whole time. She thought it was hot that I could show my emotions (something every girl has said I don't do). I am a little choked up right now just rethinking this episode.